Some Chaotic Writing About My Suicidal Depression and The Autism I suspect I have.

I wrote this on a forum I mod and frequent.  I noticed a number of users suffering from depression, and was always stuck in silence when I tried to think of something to tell them.  This is me breaking that silence.  Hard.

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iu2:

Coffee stain portrait by Hong Yi

Amazing!

To hell with putting something like this on the designated reblogging… blog.  Hong Yi has to have a bit of madness in her to both think this up and execute it in such a fantastic way.

(via takeovertime)

Tremendous news for me!

After roughly 1 and a half years, my best friend has made contact with me again.  Happy, happy day.

The Truth and the Shape-Shifter: The Odd Dream

Okay… going to share the dream I had yesterday when I slept for 14 hours because it is too weird to me not to share.

tldr: I don’t always dream, but when I do, I fall in love with a shape-shifter and see some shit.

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I am aware that I am not posting at all.  Having a bit of a dry spell in more than one area in my life.  Will try to at least gets some drafts going soon.  Here is some inspirational reggae from Matisyahu in the mean time.

Marathon Live Streaming Today!

I normally don’t advertise my streaming sessions on here, since I do that pretty at random since I have to be in the right mood to do it.  And it would clog up my blog since I don’t post that much.  Today, however, I am doing a marathon stream for a good 15 and a half hours, going to at least midnight in central time.  I’m well equipped with energy drinks, nuts, soup, and other goodies.  And the pants will remain off.

Stream is up and running right now. Will be going until at least midnight, maybe longer depending on if anyone is even around at that time. It should be a good time for me at least, so feel free to drop by for even a second.

I even have a list of games that you can request for me to play and rant while playing if you would like.  Here is the list.

hardingmeyer:

(9-2012)
oil on canvas
120x150cm
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Would like to point out that this blog is one of my followers.  I find that to be insanity.  Here is a person(s) who create beautiful works of art, and I write silly stuff and recommendations for anime and video games.  I have other blogs that mildly baffle me in the same way… I’ll be sure and reblog some of their stuff as well.  Oh.  An idea struck me while writing that.  What better way to thank the influx of new followers than to reblog some of their stuff and write about them a bit?  I could do that.
  Would also like to say that these paintings really are beautiful.  I have no way to convey my appreciation for it in words, as I’m not quite an art person, but if I had a wall that didn’t already have stuff on it, these would be a strong consideration for occupying that space.  Hmm.  That compliment seemed very underwhelming… Well, people will be able to see for themselves how great these paintings are.  They don’t need my input to appreciate it.

hardingmeyer:

(9-2012)

oil on canvas

120x150cm

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Would like to point out that this blog is one of my followers.  I find that to be insanity.  Here is a person(s) who create beautiful works of art, and I write silly stuff and recommendations for anime and video games.  I have other blogs that mildly baffle me in the same way… I’ll be sure and reblog some of their stuff as well.  Oh.  An idea struck me while writing that.  What better way to thank the influx of new followers than to reblog some of their stuff and write about them a bit?  I could do that.

  Would also like to say that these paintings really are beautiful.  I have no way to convey my appreciation for it in words, as I’m not quite an art person, but if I had a wall that didn’t already have stuff on it, these would be a strong consideration for occupying that space.  Hmm.  That compliment seemed very underwhelming… Well, people will be able to see for themselves how great these paintings are.  They don’t need my input to appreciate it.

Whelp.  Got another good influx of new users, and I’m not posting anything again.  So since I don’t really have anything to write about at the moment, how about I share a song or two that I have been listening to lately?  I need more of Beck’s music.  Is a great artist.

Again, I don’t reblog much at all.  Try to create content.  I had to reblog this though.  I just… had to.  GET YOUR ASS BACK FROM MEXICO WOMAN!

Again, I don’t reblog much at all.  Try to create content.  I had to reblog this though.  I just… had to.  GET YOUR ASS BACK FROM MEXICO WOMAN!

(Source: hamiltongirl)

I did a bit of work on an old post I made about Mushi-shi

I’ve been rewatching the series again because it has been long enough for me to once again enjoy the beauty of this very well made anime.  In an effort to get more people to watch it, I have this post which I wrote awhile back, but from reading it again, it needed work.  So, I did some touching up, mainly in the part that I try to explain Mushi in a sensible way that isn’t paraphrasing what Ginko says about them. Hopefully this will inspire me to soon make post just like this, but better for Cowboy Bebop and Monster, as those 2 are probably the only animes that I love more than Mushi-shi.